I Wanna Get Better

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hey i hear the voice of a preacher from the back room
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calling my name and i follow just to find you
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i  trace the faith to a broken down television and put on the weather
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and i’ve trained myself to give up on the past
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cause i frozen time between hearses and caskets
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lost control when i panicked at the acid test
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i wanna get better

[Verse 2]
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while my friends were getting high and chasing girls down parkway lines i was losing my mind
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cause the love, the love, the love, the love, the love that i gave wasted on a nice face
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in a blaze of fear i put a helmet on a helmet counting seconds through the night and got carried
 away

[Pre-Chorus]
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so now I’m standing on the overpass screaming at the cars hey I wanna get better

[Chorus]
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i didn’t know i was lonely til i saw your face
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i wanna get better
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i didn’t know i was broken til i wanted to change
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i wanna get better

[Verse 3]
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i go up to my room and there’s girls on the ceiling
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cut out their pictures and i chase that feeling
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of an eighteen year old, who didn’t know what loss was
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now i’m a stranger
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and i miss the days of a life still permanent
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mourn the years before i got carried away

[Pre-Chorus]
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so now i’m staring at the interstate, screaming at myself hey i wanna get better

[Bridge]
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cause I’m sleeping in the back of a taxi
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i’m screaming from my bedroom window
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even if it’s gonna kill me

[Verse 4]
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woke up this morning early before my family
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from this dream where she was trying to show me
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how a life can move from the darkness, she said to get better
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so i put a bullet where i shoulda out a helmet and i crash my car cause i wanna get carried away
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that’s why i’m standing on the overpass screaming at myself, hey, I WANNA GET BETTER