The Sun shines through you: Emerald green As you hang from the branch of your lover Just one mistake (or a windy day) Will send you spinning to the ground to rediscover How the sidewalk will smile with every step that you take While he's breaking the back of your mother Those stupid games we played as kids I'm older now, I'll admit I'm afraid I keep telling my mom that I love her In case God has a shitty sense of humor I swear I knew you, If I've ever known anyone But people change, and ten years is a really long time I knew I still liked girls, but I liked you too I was certain that I could tell you Anything, but that You asked me to play for your wedding But the words came out desperate and afraid Were you screaming from the future (distorted by time)? Is it really a consolation that you traded this life For an awkward disguise that you found hanging in the closet? Now the sidewalk will smile with every step that you take While reducing your colors to winter Seasons changed the way we did We're older now, I admit I'm afraid That even to myself I'm a stranger Yes, God has a shitty sense of humor (I think God has a shitty sense of humor)