Little Blue Pills Pt 4

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[Verse 1]
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I wish that I could stay with you, I’m dyin’ havin’ dreams of you
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You were a diamond in the rough, right when the times were gettin’ tough
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I swear to fuckin’ God ya saved my life
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I was about to give a blowjob to a double barrel
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Bloody up a knife
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Now at least I have one memory, that doesn’t make me suicidal
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Needles don’t seem quite as present, alcohol ain’t such a bother
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Cause now the only high I chase
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I’ll only catch by gettin’ back to you

[Verse 2]
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Bounced around from town to town, always settled to rebound
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Never found the time to realize what made me happy
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Suddenly I’m pushing 80
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Heartstrings bent my heart is racing
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Just to crash into that abandoned dead end quarry
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But at least I felt something to call me lucky
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A light that shined so bright just to blind me
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Forever will I sing
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That I love you

[Chorus]
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Love is just a breeze
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In the middle of a hurricane
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Restitch the timeline and I swear that we’d both go insane
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Engaged to death got nothin’ left
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But everything will be alright
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[Verse 3]
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And I’ve been told before
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I fall in love too easy
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But life’s too short to beat around the bush believe me
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How can ya blame me for knowin’ what I want
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It’s been forever since I let myself be vulnerable
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And it’s terrifying ‘cause the years of hatred took their toll
Is it really fuckin’ possible
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For once I have a chance to just be happy?

[Verse 4]
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I heard that broken record sing, between the lines of you and me
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Trapped beneath the discourse, of life’s untold tragedies
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I gambled hands against my life came up short too many times
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Awoke to find the ghost of who I was before
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Love and Hate, Sadness and Rage
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I’ve learned to find my own sunshine, through these cloudy fucked up times
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The gears are moving forward, to a future calm with less disorder
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In this lonesome heart of mine

[Chorus]
Dm              C
Love is just a breeze
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In the middle of a hurricane
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Restitch the timeline and I swear that we’d both go insane
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Engaged to death got nothin’ left
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But everything will be alright
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[Bridge]
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When I’m eating pills on a piss stained mattress
(Eating pills on a pissed stained mattress)
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Floating on an ocean of empty bottles of booze
(Radio transmitter has turned to static)
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In a trashed out room hungover as fuck
(I’m lying awake to a past I can’t replace)
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And I’ve lost count of the days
(And I’ve lost count of the days)
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When I’m at my lowest you’re always there to pick me up, you’re the wind at my sails when i 
wanna give up
(Staggered through)
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You’ve given me a peace of mind, that once upon a time
(A rough few months to a rough few years)
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I never thought I’d find until in silent acquiescence
(A lonesome heart gets buried to grow something brand new)
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I didn't rest my eyes to die but now were together and so alive
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[Chorus]
Dm              C
Love is just a breeze
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In the middle of a hurricane
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Restitch the timeline and I swear that we’d both go insane
                             C
Engaged to death got nothin’ left
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But everything will be alright

[Chorus]
Dm              C
Love is just a breeze
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In the middle of a hurricane
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Restitch the timeline and I swear that we’d both go insane
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Engaged to death got nothin’ left
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But everything will be alright
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