Im Not Ready

Am                                      C
   One more distraction to keep me from
Am                                         C
   Laying in the wake of my own destruction
      Am                                               C
And I want you to believe that I'm better, but I'm not
        Am                             C
So it's one more temporary love illusion


[Pre-Chorus]
              Dm         Am
I don't wanna get in too deep
             G
Making these promises I won't keep
     Dm               Am                      G
Just hold myself down steady and hope I can sleep


[Chorus]
       F C     E         Am
When I dive into another bed
        F       C            E        Am
I'm so empty inside, filling up on regret
        F             C              E             Am
If I'm honest with myself, I'm still terrified at best
   F          C              E              F
I tried, I'll admit, I'm not ready, I'm not ready


[Verse 2]
Am                       C
Saw my reflection in someone
Am                            C
Couldn't see you coming but I lost two hours
Am                                             C
And I wanted to believe I was better off back then
               Am                                    C
But there's a crack in the mirror and it left me broken


[Pre-Chorus]
              Dm          Am
I don't wanna get in too deep
              G
Making these promises I won't keep
     Dm                Am                    G
Just hold myself down steady and hope I can sleep


[Chorus]
       F  C   E          Am
When I dive into another bed
        F       C            E        Am
I'm so empty inside, filling up on regret
       D              C                E           Am
If I'm honest with myself, I'm still terrified at best
    F          C             E                F       Am
I tried, I’ll admit, I'm not ready, I’m not ready
        C              Am
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
         C             Am
I’m not ready, I’m not ready
         C
I’m not ready


[Pre-Chorus]
              Dm          Am
I don't wanna get in too deep
             G
Making these promises I won't keep
     Dm                Am                    G
Just hold myself down steady and hope I can sleep


[Chorus]
       F  C   E          Am
When I dive into another bed
        F       C            E         Am
I'm so empty inside, filling up on regret
       F           C                  E            Am
If I'm honest with myself, I'm still terrified at best
  F            C              E                F
I tried, I'll admit, I'm not ready, I'm not ready
        E              F
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
        Am             C          D       Am         G
I'm not ready, I'm not ready, oh, I'm not ready