Oh, that familiar body ache the way I break I talk too much, we stayed up late And the color of your shirt, made me wanna cry And I never understood the phrase: It's just a phase It's medicine you need to taste When all I hear is: Have fun wasting your time I'm not the one and it's not something I can change No, it's not love, it's just the comfort of its name So I tried to leave, and he got on his knees and said: Fuck you After losing sleep disappointing me with the songs he'd never heard of and nor did he want to Had no flame, and I tried to blame the perfume Left on his counter, and if I'd have found her, would it have been true? Could it have been true? Oh, that peculiar summer break, I stayed awake I thought too much of my mistakes And the color of my walls made me wanna die But I never understood the point in throwing' coins in wishing wells to fix my choice When all we had to do was say our goodbyes You're not the one, and it's not something I can change No, it's not love, it's just the comfort of its name So I tried to leave, and he got on his knees and said: Fuck you After losing sleep disappointing me with the songs he'd never heard of and nor did he want to Had no flame, and I tried to blame the perfume Left on his counter, and if I'd have found her, would it have been true? Could it have been true? Thank God I got my twenties We didn't get married At least I'm not forty and cursing our bedsheets Wishing I'd left you, wishing you'd left me Probably crying, I'd probably hate you And though I'm unemployed, tryna find some joy At least I'm not forty and screwin' the pool boy (hey Troy!) Staying for the children, might even resent them It could've been true It could've been you So I tried to leave, and he got on his knees and said: Fuck you After losing sleep disappointing me with the songs he'd never heard of and nor did he want to Had no flame, and I tried to blame the perfume Left on his counter, and if I'd have found her, would it have been true? (It could've been you) So I tried to leave, and he got on his knees and said: Fuck you (It could've been you) After losing sleep disappointing me with the songs he'd never heard of and nor did he want to (It could've been you) Had no flame, and I tried to blame the perfume Left on his counter, and if I'd have found her, would it have been true? Left on his counter, and if I'd have found her, could it have been true? If you weren't a liar and I'd have been kinder, it could've it have been you yeah