How Does It Feel

         G
I know I do it to myself
            N.C.
I know I'm putting you through hell
             C
If you could see inside my shell
               N.C.
You'd see that I'm in hell as well
            G
I know our time is running thin
              N.C.
Where did we start where do we end
        C
I say I do it all again
           N.C.
But I just stay in for my sins


[Chorus]
           Em   D   C
So I just close the door
             Em   D  C
When I can't give no more
                       Em
Cause all I do is get fucked up
      D                 C
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
                        Em
Lost boy I don't wanna feel no love
         D                      C
Spending too much time with my demons
                                    Em
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
        D                      C
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
                               Em
Too deep I don't think you can save me
          D                C
You can't wait for me to believe it
               Em
So how does it feel?
           D                   C
Now you'll nеver be able to forgеt me
           Em               D                  C
Swallowing pills, try to forget cause I hate remembering
                   Em                 D
And everything you said, it tears me apart
                C                   Em
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
      D                          C
To be stuck in the middle of the ending


[Verse]
                G
And I said I'll try it 'til the end
           N.C.
I broke my back to comprehend
           C
All of the things I can't defend
              N.C.
But it's just easy to pretend
              G
And I'm not myself when I'm upset
               N.C.
So I drink all day 'til I forget
              C
I'm not quite sure what you expect
                   N.C
You're probably in love with my regrets


[Chorus]
          Em    D   C
So I just close the door
             Em   D  C
When I can't give no more (One, Two, Three,)
                      Em
Cause all I do is get fucked up
      D                 C
Go to bed wake up and repeat it
                Em
Lost boy always singing a sad song
         D                     C
Spending too much time with my demons
                                    Em
When it all comes down you're gonna thank me
       D                      C
Know it hurt but it was for a reason
                               Em
Too deep I don't think you can save me
          D                C
You can't wait for me to believe it
               Em
So how does it feel?
           D                   C
Now you'll never be able to forget me
           Em               D                  C
Swallowing pills, try to forget cause I hate remembering
                   Em                 D
And everything you said, it tears me apart
                C                   Em
I can't keep pretending how does it feel
      D                          C
To be stuck in the middle of the ending