I should've known me better than I did before you came into my life Thinkin' I'm not ready for our lives I know that you noticed And everything I did was selfless and amazing Now it's only missing you I couldn't take the medicine, you There's no defending now There's darkness on me now It hit me in the early God, I hear the message now I never thought I'd see this through I never thought I knew you weren't for me In the sea, I see And suddenly when I know that it's over Tryin' to pick the pieces up Of all the things I let drop down To the ground and below it You only loved me like I shouldn't have been loved all along And now you wanna run away 'Cause I love to hang on To all the pain I never thought I'd see this through I never thought I'd see you again