Even If It Kills Me

C                          Am     F
I've got a lotta things to do tonight
C                      Am
I'm so sick of making lists
   Am                F
Of things I'll never finish
C                       Am         F
I've lived here for the last 12 years
C             Am        Am               F
Since early 1995 all my shit has been in boxes
C                          Am      F
But if I had a little more time to kill
C                        Am
I'd settle every little stupid thing
Am                      F
Yeah you'd think that I would


C           Am                F       G
But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight
    C       Am             F      Dsus4
And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight
        C               Am              F
For the first time in a long time I can say
               Dsus4      C
That I want to try to get better and
F             Em7      G
Overcome each moment

In my own way

C                     Am      F
I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind
C                 Am
I tried hard for awhile
Am                 F
But then I kind of gave up
C                         Am       F
Winter is killer when the sun goes down
    C             Am
I'm really not as stubborn as I seem
Am                      F
Said the knuckle to the concrete


C           Am                F       G
But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight
    C       Am             F      Dsus4
And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight
        C               Am              F
For the first time in a long time I can say
               Dsus4      C
That I want to try to get better and
F             Em7      G
Overcome each moment

In my own way

C                       Am     F
I'm not saying that I'm giving up
C                      Am
I'm just trying not to think
Am           F
As much as I used to
C                              Am        F
Cause never is a lonely little messed up word
F                 Am         F
Maybe I'll get it right some day
        C               Am              F
For the first time in a long time I can say
               G
That I want to try
       C                Am
I feel helpless for the most part
        F                   Dsus4
But I'm learning to open my eyes
        C                Am
And the sad truth of the matter is
               F
I'll never get over it
              Dsus4
But I'm gonna try
       C          F             Em7     G
To get better and overcome each moment

In my own way

C                  Am      F
I sure want to get back on track
    C                   Am
And I'll do whatever it takes
Am         F
Even if it kills me