I've never had much of an open door To this house that I inhabit, you're welcome to visit But I keep most of me locked up on different floors Quiet with my business, my silent disposition So maybe you should find another home to settle in 'Cause I'm never gonna be the one to show you everything But if you stay Well, you might find something someday 'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die What a perfect illustration of my life desire And no amount of painting could ever hide All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie Yeah, everything is fine So now you're knocking on the walls Searching for hollow spots, some secret door to all my flaws What do you find inside the halls? When every cross that comes leads to another one Wait, you might find something someday 'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die What a perfect illustration of my life desire And no amount of painting could ever hide All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie Yeah, everything is fine I'm not worth your patience, or worthwhile And I know you hate it, so do I I'd be better vacant, cut the lights Rip out my insides 'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die What a perfect illustration of my life desire And no amount of painting could ever hide All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie Yeah, everything is fine Everything is