You say it's been hard not to hear from me So let me tell you where I've been I moved to the city where my two best friends had a vision of us So I'm making it up on my insecurities to be the best of me I wanna run a mile, never move my feet I fall victim to all my possibilities All the different people that I could be I went to Coachella and I met a pretty fella Who offered me some weed Took a bite to hit her, maybe it was two And I lost my mind faster than a cockatoo I wounded up in an ambulance And this is where the story really begins After that night, I almost lost my life Spent four weeks in a loony bin Nothing felt real, I screamed for meals My body seized, they poked needles in me I had to share a room with such a scary man I was wishing in every way for it all to end My mom stressed out as I got out She had no clue what was going down I lived with my brother and he helped me recover Don't know how I'll ever repay him now I gave all my cash to the psychiatrist He told me a few reasons why I lost my shit Now fans are mad cause time has passed And they haven't heard a word It's hard to be on your screens before I went and found me first But now I feel like I did God is good and I'm alive again I found a love and my best friend She makes this tough world worth living in And the boys are playing in the band again Still trying to stop smoking cigarettes But God is good and I'm alive again Oh God is good and I'm alive again Oh God is good and I'm alive again God is good and I'm alive again