I wake up every morning wishing you were texting me And now I'm sipping on this bottle, I love hennessy I still remember every promise that you sent me I think I'm dead and now I'm living in a memory Oh, I know, I know You blocked my cellphone I sit here ringing on your number when I feel alone Without your love, I feel so lost, I don't know where to go I think I'm somewhere in the middle tryna find my way home Oh, yeah You're at a party and you're drunk, why are you texting me? You're just the girl who broke my heart when I was seventeen You told me not to come back You told me I'm a douchebag But every time I come home, you want to get me alone I can't be the one that you own Because you and me is all that I know of us Oh, I'm falling victim to your love it's once again I wanna fuck up on your bed until the Sun comes up She's next to me, lying awake I smell her cigarettes on her body from yesterday Thinking 'bout the day that she told me she would kill herself She mixed the vodka with the pills, she couldn't help herself Oh, yeah Oh, yeah I miss that summer that I spent with you in Tennessee I hope somebody kills me like I'm fucking kennedy I'm so obsessed with you You used to be obsessed with me I think I'm dead, and now I'm living in a memory