Thats Just The Way I Feel

        C
Well, I don't like talkin' to myself
    F
But someone's gotta say it, hell
       G
I mean, things have not been going well
     G
This time I think I finally fucked myself
             C
You see, the life I live is sickening
          F
I spent a decade playing chicken with oblivion
       G
Day to day, I'm neck and neck with giving in
        G
I'm the same old wreck I've always been


[Chorus]
           F
And when I see her in the park
          G
It barely merits a remark
       C
How we stand the standard distance
        G
Distant strangers stand apart


[Verse 2]
                 C
Course I've been humbled by the void
           F
Much of my faith has been destroyed
          G
I've been forced to watch my foes enjoy
G
Ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude
           C
And as the pace of life keeps quickening
            F
Beneath the bitching and the bickering
       G
When I try to drown my thoughts in gin
          G
I find my worst ideas know how to swim


[Chorus]
        F
Well, a setback can be a setup
      G
For a comeback if you don't let up
    C                          C7
But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
        F
And the end of all wanting
   G
Is all I've been wanting
    C                          G
And that's just the way that I feel


[Solo]
C F G


[Verse 3]
      C
I met failure in Australia
       F
I fell ill in Illinois
         G
I nearly lost my genitalia
      G
To an anthill in Des Moines
      C
I was so far gone in Fargo
        F
South Dakota got annoyed
G
That's the shit I'm talkin' 'bout
                       G
When I talk to you about ceaseless feasts of schadenfreude


[Chorus]
      F
And a setback can be a setup
      G
For a comeback if you don't let up
    C                          C7
But this kind of hurtin' won't heal
        F
And the end of all wanting
   G
Is all I've been wanting
    F
The end of all wanting
   G
Is all I've been wanting
    F
The end of all wanting
   G
Is all I've been wanting
    C                          G
And that's just the way that I feel