I was young and you were there and I felt chosen In a way, I liked the way you cut me open Don't know how I didn't see that you had all the power To chew me up and spit me out, guess in the moment I put you on a pedestal, I made you golden Would've spent my whole life throwing rocks up at your tower It was bad, but it felt good I was smilin', you were bleedin' me dry I was flyin', fallin' out of your sky I swore I never wanted it to end I was dyin' tryna give you my love Didn't see the damage till it was done If happy's what I was back then I hope I'm never happy again I've been tryna break it down and analyze it Swallow all the pain you left, metabolize it Like I could make you go away if I could understand why, why I Thought you were different and I found something I was missing Guess I didn't, oh And the worst part is I know you know I was smilin', you were bleedin' me dry I was flyin', fallin' out of your sky I swore I never wanted it to end I was dyin' tryna give you my love Didn't see the damage till it was done If happy's what I was back then I hope I'm never happy again Happy again Mm, mm I was smilin', but I wanted to cry Felt like flyin', I thought I was so high I swore that we were never gonna end, oh I was dyin' tryna give you my love Didn't see the damage till it was done If happy's what I was back then I hope I'm never happy again