Paid in Full

Bm        A         G    D
I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
   G               D        A        Bm   F#m
So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you
Bm        A          G       D
You gave me the chance, time and again, in vain
   G                D       A          Bm
Now my feelings for you, every tear, every smile, paid in full
      G                D       A     Bm
Break the chain, but no longer can I take the pain

              A
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
    D     F#m    G      A     Bm
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you

      A            G     D
Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak
   G           D       A          G
So I can only blame myself for this state we are in
              D        A            G
I will take what you have for me now, if it's not too late
            D          A         Bm
Did you change? I did too. Love can grow from the last grain

              A
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
    D     F#m    G      A
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on...


Am       G      C
You... I need you...less and less...
Dm   Am          G
Every day feeds this moral decay
C       Em     F      G
Yet I've grown to love you even more


Bbm             Ebm         Fm
I fall back, and I turn another cheek
  Gb                     Ab
You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
    Bbm              Ebm F(M)
You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue
  Gb                    Ab
That I'd become so much stronger than you

( Bm  A  D  F#m  G  A )
( Bm  A  D  F#m  G  A )

      G                   D        A    Bm
I will take - what you have - for me now, if it's not too late
     G                     D          A       Bm
If you like, I will leave; I will not miss the last train again

              A
It's hard for me to love myself right now,
    D     F#m    G      A     Bm
I've waited, hated, blamed it all on you
              A
It's hard for me to love your face right now
   D      F#m     G     A
I'm waiting, hating, needing being


C#m      B      E
Me... I need you...less and less...
F#m   C#m        B
Every day leads us farther away...
E      G#m   C#m
From that moment

             B
It hard for me to hate myself right now
E  G#m       A  B     C#m
Finally I'm understanding me
           B
One day we may have whole new me's and you's
  E       G#m     A      B      C#m
But first I need to learn to love me too...