I Deserve to Bleed

  F             G
I wanna rip out my intestines
C                Am
Throw 'em in the sea
        F                  G
I wanna raise the money to invest
   C       Am
In plastic surgery

         F             G
I wanna cover myself, head to toe
C               A
With super sexy scars

'Cause I mean
 F                     G
Aren't you supposed to burn
             C
If you're a star?

Em           Eb°
I want to be torn apart
C           G
Excruciatingly
Em          Eb°
I punish my body
                C               G
'Cause it's not good enough for me

D
The scary thoughts are
Eb°              Em
Spreading like a weed
Em
The thoughts that say
     C            G
That I deserve to bleed

  F            G
I wanna take a knife
           C               Am
And draw a line across my chest
         F
I wanna feel much better
G              C          Am
Than I do when I am at my best

         F
I wanna fly away
     G
From my own skin
    C             A
And find a better place
        F
I wanna slash across
     G              C
What used to be my face

Em           Eb°
I want to be torn apart
C          G
Excruciatingly
  Em        Eb°
I punish my body
                C               G
'Cause it's not good enough for me

D
The scary thoughts are
Eb°              Em
Spreading like a weed
 Em
The thoughts that say

     C            G
That I deserve to bleed
     C                A
They say that it gets better
      D                B
But I guess that was a lie
  C                                 G
I guess we all just fake it till we die

C            A
Sympathy and love
       D                 B
We can extend to someone else
         C                                G
But it's harder when you have to love yourself

  Em         Eb°
I want to be torn apart
C          G
Excruciatingly
   Em       Eb°
I punish my body
                C               G
'Cause it's not good enough for me

D
The scary thoughts are
Eb°              Em
Spreading like a weed
Em
The thoughts that say
     C            G
That I deserve to bleed

     Em                    C            G
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed