Premeditated

Am C F Am C F

F         Am
Dear old friend
 F
I'm writing this to plant an image in your head
C
For the girl that you fucked and left for dead
           F              C
After she told me not a word was said
D                        Am
But something changed inside me

Am
And if she wasn't your first
I'm making sure she's your last
Am
It takes such a small human being
                           F             C
To lose all control and to lust like a fiend

C
So keep on praying that her fear keeps you protected
C
I'll rest my mind
                     F C
And let you live on my given time

Cm
I've made this my life
            F
It left me sleepless at night
               Cm                       F
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands)

Am
So tell me
Was it everything you hoped and dreamed?
C
Her legs pinned down
And face shoved deep into your seat
F                                  C
You feel blood, you don't stop, you don't stop, just repeat
                     F
It only makes you harder
C
And this wait has only made me stronger

C
You have no idea how long I've planned this out in my head

      D             C     B
He just shut his bedroom door for the last time
C                              D                    C
I'm keeping still, breathing slow, with my hands tight
C
I feel the demons inside me
C
They feel what I feel
F                          C   B
I am connected through a mindset

Am
(I fuel the demons inside me
I feel what they feel
And we are all connected)

C                D     C
He lays in his bed so hopeless
F                           C
I watch the life leave his eyes
Slaughtered the man I despised
B    C
Wrapped up his body in his bed sheets
G#
My hearts racing faster than this car
C
Did I stab him enough?
C
At least I made it this far
C
I only wished you could see the look on your mother's face
You've truly broken her heart
F
I rest my mind
F
So she can finally sleep at night

C
I've made this my life
F
It left me sleepless at night
C                                        F
I watched her world fall apart in your hands (in your hands)