Following My Own Tracks

A                      D
It's getting harder to decide
Which way I should go
Should I let myself down fast.
I don't think I wanna know
E               C#m
It's always said    but understated
D                    E
Just how hard it can be

A                   D
I've seen this road before,
and it's so hard to believe
That I'll be back this way again,
until I told myself to leave
E              C#m
They never said   it was going to be easy
      D                                  E
But I didn't know just how hard it would be

     A                    D
I go round and round, I'm lost and found
Never happy in the middle, gotta be up or down
Just when I think that I've found level ground
I turn around and destroy all the love I've found

A                        D
Self destruction's kinda dumb,
But if you do it well
You can find your heaven
If you can handle hell
E              C#m
It's all a part   of understanding
D                         Bm
just how strange life can be
E           C#m
Living a lie   becomes so easy
    D                     E
but now I just want to be free

       A                 D
I feel inside out, never thought I'd doubt
my ability to work it all out
Going forward to fall back, working hard to relax
I never thought that I would be following my own tracks

      A       D
Going round