Eulogy

[Intro] Gm  Dm  Gm  Dm

Gm
3 AM drinking with this pistol on my lap
Gm
Six medications
Gm
Guess there ain’t no fixing that
Gm
It's that broken mother fucker
Gm
Knuckling till I relapse
     Gm             Gm            Gm         Gm
If I die they might cry till they inherit my stacks


Gm
Cold fucking world
Gm
Tell me what’s the word?
Dm
Only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred
Gm
People pleasing
Gm                                  Gm
Always eager to fix a motherfuckers problems
Gm
Leave me at the bottom
Gm                                 Gm
More comfortable with gomorrah and sodom


Gm
I chew on fent and rot my teeth
Gm                                      Gm
All for moments of peace and slow heart beats
Gm
Got offered a God I dissed
             Gm
Who gon save me?
Gm                                Gm
All I could do was laugh and say: C'est la vie


Gm
Woe is me I know you get the picture
Dm
This type of pain will earn you seven figures
Gm
Check my DNA my RNA come with predictors
Gm
This shit is scripture and for what I got there’s no elixirs


Gm
Feel like I'm not enough
            Dm                  Gm
Find myself playing my dad like Honey Boy and Shia LeBeouf
Gm
My mama crying as she watch the clock
Gm                                                  Gm
Text my bro I love him even though he got my number blocked


Gm                                            Gm
I would give up everything to see my brothers clean
Gm
No second thoughts
Gm
It's fuck the cost or take me
Gm
Leave 'em be
Gm
Take my money
Gm                           Gm
Say you love me even if it's lies
Gm                                      Gm
That connections so depressing but it's all I got


Gm
When I die just play this fuckin song
Gm
I was never meant for this been torture just to carry on
Gm
Couple coupes, lotta zeroes, and a couple homes
Gm
None of it did shit for me
                         Gm
Cock the pistol now I'm-


Gm
Head in the clouds

It looks like it might rain again
               Dm
Always holding back tears

It's how I manage to pay the rent
Gm
Pay the bills

Place the bet so I don't have to chase the check
         Dm
Verified through $UICIDE

The glitz and glamour came and went


Gm
Wash my fucking soul and still that one stain is kept
Dm
I just wanna be loved
                        Gm
The root of all my pain except the type that come with age

In death I can finally lay and rest
Dm
I'm owed a little peace and I'm ready to erase the debt


Gm
I never planned on showing the world the face that hides behind the mask
                     Dm
I always thought the last thing I would hear would be the gun's blast
Gm
Filling the black hole in my chest with sex and drugs but it never
Dm
Lasts

It never lasts

Shit


Dm                                      Gm
Two years ago big pharma should've just cashed me out
                     Dm
Now I got a deviated septum

I'ma just rat me out
Gm
Pat me down

Ask me how I'm still depressed
Dm
All they see is my set

All they see is lack of debt


                Gm
All they see is what they wanna see

Calling me a wanna be
Dm
I don't wanna be in misery

Exit the pharmacy
Gm
Get a girl I wanna see
                                  Dm
I wanna see how hard I bleed when she rips out my fucking heart

Enter the pharmacy


Gm
I'm a private person and take pride in my verses
Dm
Fuck your whole opinion

I don't care if it worsens
Gm
I'll ruin my reputation and make sure it's on purpose
Dm
Fuck this shit


Gm
When I die just play this fuckin song
Gm
I was never meant for this been torture just to carry on
Gm
Couple coupes, lotta zeroes, and a couple homes
Gm
None of it did shit for me
                        Gm
Cock the pistol now I'm gone