Dating boys with heroin addictions
Dad I'm gonna be an independent musician
Having thoughts that no one else has had yet
People tend to pay attention when the tone is tragic

I used to say that nothing could scare me
But I am not the same as I was before
The truth is nothing could've prepared me
For all of these strange and normal feelings

Twenty-four, I was truth or daring
I was adamant to not end up like both my parents
A dinner wife and a family business
I spent my twenties runnin', fuck you for making me miss it

It's gonna be a hell of a funeral
I'm dragging both my feet but the dress still fits
Remember me as forever youthful
You and me and all these normal feelings

Falling in love and staying happy
It doesn't matter who I was when you're just looking at me
You always knew, now I finally get it
How good it feels when you lean in to normal feelings
So kiss me now and let me cry
You know I'm gonna have to kill you if you ever die

The loudest truth can be so quiet
If it's there then just feel it
Normal feelings