[Intro]
 D


[Verse 1]
D
 How long have I got
G
 In the hot light till the shine rusts
A                              G
I've been thinking through the hard stuff

Over light drugs like every night
D
No, you don't need to come over
G
'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired
A                     G
Slowly morphed into a poser

Barely know her anymore


[Pre-Chorus]
Bm     A                     G
  Do I look high functioning or is my facade crumbling?
Bm            A                  G
No, God don't actually answer me Caroline


[Chorus]
D              G
 But oh, well, look at my life
Bm                          A
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
D             G
 A new spiral every night
Bm                   A
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
D                   G
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Bm                     A
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
D             G
 My nightmare actualized
Bm                 A
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right


[Verse 2]
D
 I just got to the party
G
 With the big shots and the barbies
A                       G
Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed
               D
He's holding a pill, he thinks that I should take one
G
 But I'll raise him to the whole bunch
A                                G
 I'm kidding, God, he thinks I'm stupid

What a gut punch but then we go


[Pre-Chorus]
Bm          A
  Downtown, there's no medicine
G
I'd spit out if it promises
Bm           A                     G
Slowing down voices, don't want to hear a sound


[Chorus]
D              G
 But oh, well, look at my life
Bm                          A
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
D             G
 A new spiral every night
Bm                   A
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
D                   G
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Bm                     A
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
D             G
 My nightmare actualized
Bm               A
Got what I, what I


[Bridge]
D          G
Maybe if I smile enough
     Bm            A
I'll get away with giving up
     D               G
I'll move across the country
        Bm                A
Just to judge myself like just as much
   D                  G
As I do you, when I'm sitting here
  Bm                 A
I miss my friends, I disappeared
    D                G
And haven't seen 'em in a year
    Bm             A
Oh, God, what am I doing here?


[Chorus]
D              G
 But oh, well, look at my life
Bm                          A
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
D             G
 A new spiral every night
Bm                   A
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
D                   G
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Bm                     A
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
D             G
 My nightmare actualized
Bm                 A
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right


[Final]
 D  G
  Bm                 A                    D G
I got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right
Bm                 A                    D
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right