Don't do me like Mac Miller or X
Don't do me like Nip or Peep
If you ain't fuck with me when I'm alive
Stand on that shit when I leave

Red cells from mom
I might got blood clots from dad bruh
I was getting scanned when they told me
The India records going platinum

I was in the cat scan like my mom was
We ain't grow up around guns
I turn around and all my guys got one
I am so focused on death
I am so fucking ready for a problem

Ask my hematologist if I give a fuck what a song does
Ask my rheumatologist if I give a fuck what a song stream
Come to Massachusetts and ask about the guys behind me
Two hours my nose bleed

I might give my doctor a Rolex
I am not the same lil kid who wrote up Code Red
All of my women see through me
Me and Jeanine are becoming like homies

Everyone else looking for opportunities
Playing a character looking like Druski
I'm getting bigger I be in the gym
My manager just wanna see me get healthy

Crushing a Adderall with a hotel key
Manager saw me I said it was creatine
Who the fuck, who the fuck can I blame?
I blame Ye for bringing the Jew out in me

Blame Wayne, the amount of pussy I eat
Blame big pharma for bullying me
Blame Nic for the shit I put in my teeth
Blame Em, for being obsessed with Kim
'Cause that's how I am w Jeanine

Man who the fuck
Who the fuck can I blame?
I blame Brooke for tryna make Nat a hater
Blame Ashley for the cash I gave her

Blame Lindsay for my addict nature
Blame Courtney for the introduction of pills
I wrapped in wrapping paper
Rappers wanna sneak diss me

I hear the shots they missed me
Nothing worse than a almost 40-year-old
Trying to be trendy
Throw in the fucking towel

You got a son, be a good father
There's no way that kid respect you
Trying to dress cool tryna be popular
This ain't high school no rewinding

Money don't make you highness
All of them gay jokes make us wonder
What are you hiding?
When you was in high school
It might have felt cool bullying the young ones

These days we don't fuck w bullies
'Cause we know where it stems from
Just cause your dad ain't love you
That is no excuse to be like that

I got a real big pet peeve with men
Who barely had a dad
And they still blaming him for their own qualities
They fucking lack

Ask my mom how dad did me
I still learned how to be a man
Shout out Millyz and Bia's camp
Massachusetts got real demand

Moufy taught me put 3s in hand
Cousin Stizz had my high school lit
Daily battle with my mind and dick
I fuck a bitch but I don't like the bitch

These comments say I'm on drugs and shit
Nobody knew I was fucking sick
I didn't even wanna talk about this shit
But y'all wanna know my life, right?

Tokens looks so tired
That's a joke, but not in my life
Pink is better my dad died
My last album, my mom's mom

I turned in this album, the same day
My manager's dad bruh
I hate feeling like bad luck
I'm tryna be happy when cash come

I'm tryna be happy with platinum
Hard to be happy, I'm dad's son
Eminem dropped my name
If that was y'all, y'all would've milked that

But that man saved my life when I was 7
I can't forget that
I'm talking to Trill, Lamar, Zaafir
Like yo how can I give back?

I can't be one of these white motherfuckers
Blowing just a dip rap
I can't be one of these clowns
Who only wanna work with big acts

16 features and I paid for none
Can you say that?
Never made a song I ain't wanna make
Can you say that?

Promised mom I'd give 400k
Can you say that?
They say how can you talk bout dad like that
After he's through?

No matter how hard it is to say
I just value the truth
I just value my mom and how she raised me
Through my youth

Cause I was eight, praying that she don't
End her life when she want to
My sister called me while hallucinating
I said please don't move

Only grew up with women so I could never
Treat women like you
I've met some rappers with their arm around a girl
Like they're in love

The second that they leave the room
He cracking jokes bout how she fuck
That made me wonder if this rap life's meant for me
Or am I tweaking?

But I'm so supposed to be here
It just took me time to peep it
I hope I ain't leaving